A lot of photos. A lot of Flashes. A lot of screaming and jumping and pointing and smiles.

The last few years have given me more and more perspective on the whole - you just never know when it's going to be the last time so I made sure to catch my friends play in a giant place despite a drive i didn't want to take. Despite cost. Despite. In spite. Who know but I love Those 60 minutes once the music starts and the band is killing it and the crowd is part of it. it's the best part of anything and when i shoot my last show I know i will miss it. 

Final Backward Glance
Right here right now It's never felt more real than this
Right here right now The depths of my heart

I've been abandoned my whole life
Sad songs, early deaths
Bones piled to my knees
It's always been the minor-chords for me

So if it's the last scene
Make it a bloody scene
Because when I die
I want it to be because someone hates me
With every fiber of their being

I won't carry you in my heart
You are my heart
My everywhere and everything
The walls I'll climb and the wars I'll fight
Loved you in the deepest way
Became the man who I am today
You made me feel just like a hammer
In a world lined with nails

I'm not walking away from here
With a bunch of things I still need to declare
A wasted life is worse than death
It's up to you to figure out the rest